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home is where the heart is at. and home is where my dog sees me as her own living pillow.

not that i'm complaining, of course. <3

i'm not in a good mood today because i haven't had much sleep. i went to yet another neurologist yesterday to get my condition checked because whaddaya know, i'm still dizzy, and the doctor told me that i need to stop sleeping at 5am and waking up twelve hours later because a combination of too many consecutive late nights totally fucked up my system.

she suggested going to bed at a certain time and waking up at a certain time (ie: too early in the morning in my book) even if i got no sleep regardless. so i only got 4 hours of sleep last night after hours and hours of tossing and turning and i'm grumpy as anything this afternoon fml. i wonder if naps are allowed because i sure as hell need a long one right about now.

( picture and meme under the cut )

i'm making this for dinner tonight:


surprisingly my mom has been wholly supportive of me doing this, even helping me buy the pork chops and the other ingredients. she usually hates anything that's not considered chinese cuisine, but i suppose in her book Nigella's okay because the other day she saw her make a delicious looking Chinese beef stew on tv and told me "wah she also know how to make Chinese food meh?" (lol. my mom.)

everyone knows i'm eons away from the world's best chef so i'm crossing my fingers and hoping this turns out right!!!! will let you guys know if it does :D

let me just say i've never really felt accepted anywhere.

i'm always second best, or nothing at all.

OMG I FOUND MY BILL BECKETT CHRISTMAS ICON~*~*~*~*

:*:*:*:*:*:*:*:* IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I DON'T FUCKING EVEN. I honestly feel like bursting out into song. :')

all i know is, i'm breaking inside: it's like i'm just learning how to breathe and the air is still being sucked out of me. i tried to walk in shoes larger than my shoe size, thinking that they would never fall off, and that my footprints would never be seen.

i need to eat my words now, and hunt for a new beginning.

x

in any case, i needed this. i needed this wake up call.

i find myself curled up next to this pale, scruffy, delicious specimen of a man all of a sudden, his arm around my waist, my cheek on his chest, when i begin to realize two things: he is not warm, and he is not a man. or a human, to be exact. i jerk my head up and give him the hairy old eyeball.

( tl;dr )

yeah ok so i was bored :(

( hilarity under cut )

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle. Hit the shuffle button. Do not pick and choose!
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 40 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: TAG PEOPLE! You music lovers were chosen for a reason!
Step 4: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 6: If you like the game post your own!

i know i've done this one before but i need another distraction from starting my assignment (due tomorrow :p). i excluded all the korean/non-english ones, of course.

post your guesses in a comment! xx

( onward folks! )