the beautiful letdown

my heart, that is.

it's been a long time since i felt this whole-- like i was meant to fall asleep in the passenger seat of Terence's Elantra all along, Joan in the backseat, Terence at the steering wheel. we rescued Wen Liang from college, and we bantered all the way to Kota Kemuning. the only missing piece was Huai today. we miss you!!! it's not the same without you. can't wait till we're all back together again.

we piled into the Elantra after picking me up in the morning, headed to OneUtama for some glorious food, a movie, and to cure Terence's itch to para. watching the boy make a beeline for the solitary para machine in the dark arcade once he'd exchanged his dollar note for a token was amusing -- i wonder if i'd miss things back home as much as he would when i go. Joan and i stood back and watched him flail about with some rather graceful spins added into the mix. i think i have a video of him dancing somewhere-- i'll dig it out and try to post it without being noticed.

--

i woke with a smile this morning.

i still have three papers to complete but i'm still so relaxed and happy go lucky
probably knowing that there's going to be booze tonight :p

i'm not going to be posting my project 365 pictures today though i *have* been taking photos... just lazy to resize them in Photoshop because my computer lags the fuck out of me when i do
i'll do it soon! *sheepish smile

woke up this afternoon morning and found out that the goddess aka. Carly Smithson is on Twitter!!!!
"vote for Adam people!" she says, and what she says, she will get, because who dares to defy the musical goddess that is Carly Smithson?

so tonight, as i mentioned earlier, i'm going to head to Decanter to celebrate Joan's birthday with the cousins & some people
it just hit me that she's going to be nineteen
and it seems like it was just yesterday that we were still tiny, skinny (her), overweight (me) sixteen year olds
how time flies :(



happy early birthday boney
thanks for all the memories & many more to come xoxo

i...


Langkawi, 2006

am content with the way our little family is now. we may not keep in touch or have regular phone calls/msn conversations, but we're still pretty close-knit whenever we meet up. no awkward silences, misunderstandings and the like. it's... extraordinary, what we have.

"we're like old people," i told Yee Lin, as she drove me home, "we don't go out clubbing, or do what other teenagers do. we meet up, have a good chat over good food or catch a movie, and we're content."

i feel so loved. dammit, it really must be Christmas.


we are one tonight,
and we're dreaming out loud

i hope you guys have an awesome, kickass Christmas. i'm spending mine in front of the computer, running around in the virtual world of Ragnarok, donning Santa Hats and blessing everyone for fun. my friends are all either overseas, out partying or asleep (yes, i'm looking at you, Mr. T), and i'm kind of a little lonely and sort of disappointed but i'll push that aside and beckon in the Christmas spirit.

kiss that boy of yours under the mistletoe and have some (spiked) eggnog for me! ;)

p/s: i cannot wait for that damn university offer letter.

We just came back from One Utama.

Me and Joan, that is.

We bought Terence a cucumber, chocolates and a miss.read cake - i hope it doesnt melt o_o

I can't wait for the party - i've changed into shorts and yeah, I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, i've got to go play dance dance revo now with Joan >_>

So, catch you later :P