the beautiful letdown

for this, i have nothing else but love.

i can't wait for the album!

PS: Adam Lambert = MY American Idol, regardless of who wins next week. And Kris, Kris... oh Kris, you blew me away with that second song of yours. I thought the Fray's version was haunting and beautiful and that nothing could beat it, but oh, you threw that thought out of the window and made me worship. For that, you deserve a spot in the finals. Support Kradam, everybody!!!

PPS: some food for thought;

"So today was my first day of my 3 day fast. It wasnt quite as hard as I thought it would be. I didn't really tell my mom and dad until about six in the evening. by "chance" one of my best friends came over after school to hang out and he ended up eating my dinner. ("chance" = miracle from God)

I have started to see what life is like for the starving in Darfur. I cannot wait until Friday when I go back to eating anything and everything. Friday is the goal. but in Darfur, there is no goal. There is no friday when you can eat again. They do not have an end goal like I have. How can they carry on? What is their source of hope? Something too glorious for me to comprehend is at work in the world.

But how amazing it is, that I have not eaten in nearly 24 hours, yet have carried out my daily activities as normal. I have a strength to face my hunger, my "hurricane" with a simple "hello." hunger is not enough to silence me. dead fury is not enough. While I may be empty physically, I am full spiritually. and this will carry me through the next two days of fasting."

WATCH THIS.

20 plays on my iTunes, about ten more on his MySpace page, and a couple more plays on Youtube <3

i swear, i'm obsessed.

i miss the pull of your heart, i taste the sparks on your tongue

admittedly, she's lipsynching, but then again, that IS a vigorous dance routine. try dancing, strutting around a wide stage and singing a fast song, haters, and i will laugh when you sound like a dying cow.

i think she could have put more life into her dancing and if you notice, at the end, the host had to prompt her to wish the X-factor contestants good luck. :/ lots of improvement to do, Brit Brit. still, she has come a long way from what she was last year!

thoughts, bbz?

i really have to run now or my mom will have my head on a silver platter. good night, f-list! <3